Leah (my_xobsession) wrote,
Leah
my_xobsession

UGH. Why does everything have to go wrong? All my friendships.. EVERYTHING.

I've been really sad the past couple weeks... and I started cutting again. It's bad when 30 cuts on my arm turn into 50.. and then 100 in one day. I don't know what i'm doing anymore. I even told myself I wasn't going to cut anymore. I couldn't take it.everyone at lunch was trying to bring me down, even my 'best friend'. I have nobody anymore. No friends.. no family that cares.. nobody. It's not fair? Why do things just keep getting worst and worst for me.

<3

I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest who'd have known
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed, to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never set foot in my room again
You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault
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